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Perfectionism and the Pregnant Woman – Part 3

I don’t remember feeling quite this bad in my first pregnancy. This one –I’m barely surviving. I force myself to get up in the morning and my only goal is to get my 2-year old something to eat and then get out the door. I go to the park or the mall and we walk around for hours – until my feet are too swollen to take any more and I have to return home. I’m overwhelmed by the guilt of everything I just can’t manage to do – laundry, getting meals ready, cleaning the house. I feel guilty for not being a better mother to my daughter. For not being who I should be. For letting my husband down. For not enjoying this pregnancy. For being irritable and angry. It’s easier just to leave the house everyday….

In the last post, I shared about the destructiveness of unhealthy perfectionism. I’m a recovering perfectionist, and I understand first-hand the pain of perfectionism, and how it often comes from a place of deep shame of “not ever being good enough.” Why recovering? Because I hit a wall where my perfectionism was affecting my emotional health, my relationships, and how I felt about my life.

Three Minutes to an “Aha” Moment

The questions below can help you identify which of the three areas you struggle in. Often, perfectionists struggle in more than one. Many times, when women we work with do these kinds of questionnaires they feel validated – because suddenly it all makes sense. They understand who they are in a deeper way. Putting words to feelings and experiences can be a powerful starting point.

Three Minute Assessment

The questions are adapted from three research questionnaires that are used widely by psychologists. Answer yes or no. Basically, the more yes responses you have, the more strongly you show unhealthy perfectionism.

I Can’t Fail!

  1. If I fail at work, I am a failure as a person.
  2. I often become upset when I make a mistake.
  3. If someone does a task at work/school better than I, then I feel like I failed the whole task.
  4. If I fail partly, to me it is as bad as being a complete failure.
  5. I hate being less than the best at things.
  6. People will probably think less of me if I make a mistake.
  7. If I do not do as well as other people, it means I am less than others.
  8. If I do not do well all the time, people will not respect me.
  9. The fewer mistakes I make, the more people will like me.
  10. For me, it is all-or-nothing. Either I succeed or I fail.
I Must Be Perfect!

1.     I am never satisfied with my accomplishments.

2.     I am not satisfied even when I know I have done my best.

3.     I am hardly ever satisfied with my performance.

4.     I hardly ever feel that what I’ve done is good enough.

5.     My best just never seems to be good enough for me.

6.     Doing my best never seems to be enough.

7.     I am seldom able to meet my own high standards for performance.

8.     I often feel frustrated because I can’t meet my goals.

9.     I often worry about not measuring up to my own expectations.

10.  I often feel disappointment after completing a task because I know I could have done better.

11.  I keep trying to meet my standards, even at the expense of my wellbeing and relationships.

Others are Crushing Me!

  1. My family expects me to be perfect
  2. People expect nothing less than perfection from me
  3. Although they may not show it, other people get upset with me when I slip up
  4. The people around me expect me to succeed at everything I do
  5. Success means I must work even harder to please others
  6. The better I do, the better I am expected to do
  7. People expect more from me than I am capable of giving
  8. I cannot stand to see people close to me make mistakes
  9. I feel that people are too demanding of me
  10. Others like me, but only when I excel or succeed at everything
  11. People around me will not think I am competent if I make a mistake
  12. I find it difficult to meet others’ expectations of me
  13. Those around me do not readily accept that I can make mistakes too
  14. Anything that I do that is less than excellent will be seen as poor work by those around me
  15. I have to be the best at whatever I am doing

There is Hope!

You don’t have to let destructive perfectionism affect who you are, your joy, your emotional wellbeing. You CAN become a healthy perfectionist, keeping all the good parts about your nature – like setting high goals and striving for them.

Stay tuned – more on the HOW next week.

Until next week,

Dawn

Did you miss part one and two in this series? Click here to read it: ‘The Perils of Perfectionism’, Perfectionism and the Pregnant Woman – Part 2.

Stayed tuned for part 3, coming next week!


References

Hewitt, P. L., Flett, G. L., Turnbull-Donovan, W., & Mikail, S. F. (1991). The Multidimensional Perfectionism Scale: Reliability, validity, and psychometric properties in psychiatric samples. Psychological Assessment, 3(3), 464–468. http://doi.org/10.1037/1040-3590.3.3.464

Frost, R. O., Marten, P., Lahart, C., Rosenblate, R. (1990). The dimensions of perfectionism. Cognitive Therapy and Research, 14, 449-468. doi:10.1007/BF01172967 Google ScholarCrossrefISI

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The short form of the revised almost perfect scale.

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Perfectionism and the Pregnant Woman – Part 3

Dawn Kingston

Dr. Dawn Kingston is an associate professor at the University of Calgary in Alberta, Canada, and holder of the Lois Hole Hospital for Women Cross-Provincial Chair in Perinatal Mental Health. Her work centers on helping pregnant women take care of their mental and emotional well-being. Dr. Kingston has been doing research on prenatal mental health for the past 10 years. She became interested in women’s mental health during pregnancy as a nurse caring for sick infants in a neonatal intensive care unit. At the time, the medical field was focused on physical pregnancy problems, but new research was linking prenatal stress, anxiety and depression to preterm birth and other health problems in children whose mothers suffered with prenatal anxiety or depression. Since then, studies have shown that mental health problems are among the most common health problems in pregnancy. Her goal is to set up systems to provide support for emotional and mental health during pregnancy, especially in areas where it is unavailable, to improve pregnancy outcomes and prevent postnatal depression.


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Kingston, D. (2018). Perfectionism and the Pregnant Woman – Part 3. Psych Central. Retrieved on July 22, 2018, from https://blogs.psychcentral.com/womens-mental-health/2018/04/perfectionism-and-the-pregnant-woman-part-3/

 

Last updated: 26 Mar 2018
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