advertisement
Home » Blogs » Today I Love... » Today I Love That It’s My Fifty-Ninth Birthday

Today I Love That It’s My Fifty-Ninth Birthday

coffee and blitz torte
Mmmmm, birthday coffee

Today I love that it’s my fifty-ninth birthday. I love the reactions I get when I say, “Suddenly, in his sixtieth year, Kelly J. Babcock made a coffee.” I love that I’ve made it this far when I was sure as a teenager that I would not make it past twenty-one and with good reason. I love that my recklessness did not end me. I love that I am still reckless and thus far reasonably wreckless as well. I love that my recklessness is mostly manifested these days in matters of adventure and emotion. I love the very day I’m in no matter what day it is, but I love this day even more because it is the day that I borrowed from my mother this beating heart that keeps me going, left the safety of her womb and began the adventures that made her smile and fret and laugh and worry. I love that if I get the opportunity to return this heart to her in some other place that, although it is scarred badly, each one of those scars is a scar of honor, that they will tell stories of hope and longing and success and winning and, yes, sometimes losing, but always trying and always moving forward.

Today I love that I got a spontaneous gift at the market and it was delicious. I love that my sleepy little city still hums quietly in the cold and frozen, early January Saturday mornings, that people are still about, still cheerful and still happy to greet each other. I love that all I need to do is walk around a little and I will inevitably find some example of this towns love for each new day. I love how, on this day especially, I am aware that each day is a gift and and that acting as if it were a burden is acting ungratefully and that is the surest way to lose the love in ones own heart. I love that knowing that makes living and loving the easiest way of living.

Today I love that my team won at curling last night. I love that my game seems to be getting better, though I’m not sure what I’m doing that’s making it better, so I’m not sure if that’s a trend or an anomaly, but I don’t care, ’cause right now I’m just going to enjoy that and love it. I love Blitz Torte (or as my grandmother called it, Blitzen Cake) for birthday cake. I love that there are two of them in the pantry, torte and re-torte! Boom!

Today I love drinking coffee with my feet up while I anxiously await the birthday re-torte.

Today I Love That It’s My Fifty-Ninth Birthday

Kelly Babcock

I was born in the city of Toronto in 1959, but moved when I was in my fourth year of life. I was raised and educated in a rural setting, growing up in a manner I like to refer to as free range. I live in an area where my family history stretches back 6 or more generations. I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 50 and have been both struggling with the new reality and using my discoveries to make my life better. I write two blogs here at Psych Central, one about having ADHD and one that is a daily positive affirmation that acts as an example of finding the good in as much of my life as I possibly can.

Find out more about me on my website: writeofway.

email me at ADHD Man


No comments yet... View Comments / Leave a Comment

 

 

APA Reference
Babcock, K. (2018). Today I Love That It’s My Fifty-Ninth Birthday. Psych Central. Retrieved on October 22, 2018, from https://blogs.psychcentral.com/today-i-love/2018/01/today-i-love-that-its-my-fifty-ninth-birthday/

 

Last updated: 14 Jan 2018
Last reviewed: By John M. Grohol, Psy.D. on 14 Jan 2018
Published on PsychCentral.com. All rights reserved.