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Social Situations That Make This Aspie Anxious

I hate crowds. I hate them. I can’t deal with the sensory input. It’s a sore spot for me, because I pride myself on how well I can pass. But if you met me in a crowd you could tell within 10 minutes.

Crowds aren’t the worst though. I can endure. The most stressful situations are the ones where I have to pretend to be something I’m not.

In descending order of stress-inducing:

1.) Weddings, graduations, and other ceremonial stuff

For me these are the worst. I’m not one of those formal aspies. I know some. They’re admirable. My ex-boyfriend wears sportcoats and he’s been calling people ma’am since he was ten. But I can’t remember any of the rules. And when I get stressed out, I zone out completely. Someone told me I was picking my teeth with a fork. I don’t remember that at all.

2.) Family gatherings

Family reunions are where people you see twice a year are going to try to control you. I didn’t used to notice it so much. But now it’s like “oh, you pretty girl. When are you going to get married?” And it’ll be worse when I’m old. I’ll be sitting with a bunch of people I can’t relate to while they rant about fibromyalgia. Kill me now.

3.) Loud bars

Bars aren’t as bad as fancy occasions. Some autistic people would disagree because the social rules are more clear at a wedding. But expectations are higher too. There’s always token awkward people at a bar and no one actually cares. I love finding a quiet place and becoming a regular. But those packed fratty bars vex me.

4.) Clubs

Clubs are cool because you don’t have to talk to anyone. Not if you’re a good dancer. I get annoyed if someone won’t leave me alone. Especially when I tell them I’m headed to the bathroom and then they find me later. But overall I can stick around for a bit if I take breaks. I just don’t expect to make any friends.

5.) Parties

“Oh. She’s weird. Who’s that weird girl you brought?”

I don’t get invited to many parties anyway. I’m autistic you guys. But when I do go, I usually stick with a few people I know. I might meet one or two more who I’ll keep in touch with.

6.) New people in general

I never know what to say to a new person. I usually try to steer the conversation towards them. But then I might not remember what they said.

Sometimes I get lucky though. I love that feeling of really clicking with someone. I’m pretty good at one-on-one conversations. And I’ve surprised myself at how many new people I’ve hit it off with recently.

 

 

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Social Situations That Make This Aspie Anxious


Gwendolyn Kansen

Gwen Kansen is a mental health writer in New York. She likes food, karaoke, and smart-but-campy books & TV. She's hoping to capture a little sliver of life on here that might not be the first thing you'd see.


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Kansen, G. (2016). Social Situations That Make This Aspie Anxious. Psych Central. Retrieved on February 16, 2020, from https://blogs.psychcentral.com/not-robot/2016/03/some-social-situations-that-make-this-aspie-anxious/

 

Last updated: 28 Mar 2016
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