The definition of envy is a feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else's possessions, qualities, or luck. To put it more personally, you really resent the heck out of someone else because you want what they have.
Perfectionism is defined by the Merriam Webster dictionary as "a disposition to regard anything short of perfection as unacceptable especially : the setting of unrealistically demanding goals accompanied by a disposition to regard failure to achieve them as unacceptable and a sign of personal worthlessness. Me, a perfectionist? No way. I don't even come close.
Are you the type of person who apologizes multiple times a day or even before your second cup of coffee? Do you apologize to a chair if you bump into it (I've done that!) or apologize for winning a race or getting a promotion? Do you apologize because you bought the last copy of a book someone else wanted or because someone bumped into you (Excuse me for being in the way of your mad dash to get to the coffee)?
In Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), Mindfulness has both How Skills and What Skills. The What Skills are what you do to be mindful and the How Skills are how you do the What Skills. One of the DBT What Skills is Describe. When you describe mindfully, you apply accurate words to events actions of others. This means that you learn to not take thoughts and emotions as necessarily being accurate. You can have many thoughts and interpretations that turn out to not be accurate at all. For example, when you feel afraid, that doesn't necessarily mean that there is a life-threatening situation happening. It doesn't necessarily mean that anything threatening is happening. Just because you feel afraid doesn't mean that you are in danger.
Amy's just got a promotion, Jill is going to Europe for a month, and Larry just lost 20 pounds and looks so fit he could be a trainer. When you look at what is happening in the lives of your friends, do you congratulate them and feel happy for them? Or do you use their good news to feel bad about yourself? Social comparisons are a sure way for many emotionally sensitive people to judge themselves negatively and be in a funk.
When you are an emotionally sensitive person, it's important who you have in your life. When you have intense feelings and are easily hurt, harsh people can be difficult for you to be around. When you've had difficult experiences with others you may struggle to trust your judgment and decide to not get close to others. While understandable, that decision can lead to loneliness and depression. As an emotionally sensitive person, you may struggle with knowing who you can be emotionally open with and trust. Brene Brown offers some guidelines by using the acronym BRAVING. Here's Dr. Brown's guidelines for determining if you can trust someone.
In Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), FAST is the skill for maintaining your self-respect. The T in FAST stands for Tell the Truth. When you are maintaining your self-respect, it's important to tell the truth. This means to tell the truth about yourself, about others, and about events even when you are upset with that other person. Or yourself.
Sometimes people feel an emptiness inside, as if their heart has a big hole in it. It's a painful feeling. Trying to fill that hole often leads you to search for someone to love you. You believe that having someone love you will fill the hole and you will be complete.