Archives for September, 2014

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The Problem Isn’t Neural, It’s Spiritual

"You're taking a lot of garbage." Those words, spoken to me by a psychiatrist newly evaluating my case, changed my life.

At the time I was on two antidepressants, two mood stabilizers, and an atypical antipsychotic. I had also been prescribed Oxycontin for the neck disease and chronic pain that had ended my surgical career. Between 2000 and 2006 I had deteriorated from fully functioning physician to obese, pre-diabetic, mentally dulled psychiatric patient and opiate addict.

And...
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The Religion of Mindfulness

More than once I've found that critiquing the mindfulness movement--even very gently--prompts some readers to voice objection. Few of my other topics spark disagreement so predictably.

The title of this post responds to a book about mindfulness written by vocal atheist Sam Harris: Spirituality without Religion. Harris and many others believe the practice will satisfy our desire for spiritual connection while avoiding religion's dogmatism, hypocrisy, and intolerance. Neither of these conclusions strikes me as justified. The...
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Mindfulness Instruction: A Trigger for Flashbacks of Abuse?

Why can't mindfulness and I just get along? It's perverse: here's this healthy practice endorsed by scientists and mystics alike. Since I respect both, you'd think I'd find it easy to join the fad. But I balk. I find myself returning to a theme explored in an earlier essay on a different blog: Where Mindfulness Fails.

It isn't that I don't practice mindfulness--I work on it every single day, sometimes for hours. And it isn't...
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