Archives for November, 2012

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I Don’t Want To Be Admitted Again, I’m Terrified

I'm losing it very quickly. Life is getting to be too hard. No matter what I do or how hard I try to do things right, I do it all wrong.

My husband has been on the third shift and taking classes 5 days a week since August. He's been on third shift longer, but I have felt the major squeeze for about 3 months. I am done. I am scared.

A couple months ago...
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Why Can’t I Be “That” Woman?

Sometimes I look around and I wonder why I can't seem to get it together. The laundry isn't quite complete, the counters aren't quite clean enough, I sometimes skip bath night, and dinner often consists of instant mashed potatoes and a quick marinade chicken.

My kids yell for clean pants and my husband hollars for clean underwear. I ponder what the nights "fend for yourself" meal will consist of, and I hang my head...
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Decision Making Cripples My Mind

I have recently started working for a Realtor, who is also a friend of mine. I started working with her because I am very interested in working in Real Estate. I had not given it a great deal of thought yet, but I wanted to look into it to see if it was something I could possibly do.

I have not had a successful job, ever. I have always faced challenges any time I started working...
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When A Flashback Turns Violent….

My husband and I joke around a lot. We will playfully wrestle, chase each other around the house, giggling and having fun. It's just what we do.

For the past 9+ years we have done this. It's never been an issue before and it has always been playful. I don't know exactly what happened, but I had a flashback and began to violently attack my husband. It scared the crap out of him.

Anyway it started...
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