Not The Same

Not The Same

Looking back, I am not the same person as I was before I became ill. I am quieter. I am more reserved. I think these two characteristics are due to the fact that I don’t want people to know about the “crazy.”

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Rapid Cycling

Rapid Cycling

Wednesday and Thursday were bad days. I am under a lot of stress. Serious stress. Life-changing stress. Not only that but smaller stressors. I believe it was Thursday that I called to talk to a counselor at the firm I go to,

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And So It (Finally) Begins

And So It (Finally) Begins

My book is currently being designed and laid out. That right. Not much longer and you can order it as a physical or ebook. I am beyond excited. This has been a long time coming and a lot of work and choices. 

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Pills

Pills

Every day I ingest 20 + pills. over 20 fucking pills just to maintain a normal balance to my life. There are all these people who think they can fix me – 

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Just Call Me Crazy

Just Call Me Crazy

It’s like I am becoming the girl who represents the DSM-V, the book the psychiatric professionals use to diagnose professionals. We all know I am beautifully bipolar. Most of you also know I have obsessive compulsive disorder that commonly revolves around germs.

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