Do you know how it feels to need someone? Not in some sappy love song way, like literally can’t perform the simplest of tasks without them?

Yesterday was horrible. Hopefully it was just some side effects of a new med. I already called my doctor and asked if the could weasel me.

I had a coupon that expired and I knew I couldn’t drive. I got in the car, even turned it on, but damn it, I couldn’t drive it. So called my mom twice. My brother and finally my dad answered explained my mom was cooking and would call me back when was done.

I was so embarrassed. To Need. To not be able to handle things on my own. I think you can imagine the feeling.