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Computer Programming And ADHD


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Many of us with ADHD have a little problem with addiction. Mine manifests in different ways.

The worst addiction in my life is a 40 year struggle with alcohol. I’m happy to report that the last nearly 31 years of this struggle have been without the physical influence of the stuff. That’s right, I’ll have been sober for 31 years in early December.

But I’ve had other bouts with being unable to surface from immersion in substances and behaviours. Caffeine is a big one for me. I have gone to great lengths to educate myself about the stuff, because frankly, I believe that an addiction will always need to be a part of my life.

That’s an odd thing to say

True, but like the many oddities that make up this thing called ADHD, I have some idea that this is true. As long as I have an addiction, I need not move on to another one. I can allow my hyperfocus to target the current one.

And caffeine is one that I can manage. Sure, I let it get out of hand some days, and on other days I rein it in. The great thing about caffeine is that it doesn’t cause me to lose control when I’ve had too much. Well, not too badly anyway.

I get no hangover from caffeine, I am able to concentrate better while under the influence of this stimulant, and it actually helps my mind to not run wildly in circles allowing me to go to sleep. Odd, but true.

I’ve had other addictions though…

I was once addicted to computer programming. I know, pretty weird, but there it is. I would get up in the morning and immerse my mind in a programming problem that would keep my head down for the entire day.

I would often go to bed with manuals and reams of printouts and start editing programs ’til I got sleepy.

Sometimes that worked

Often I would have some eureka moment in the middle of the night and I would jump up out of bed and run into the office and rewrite some piece of code. Two or three hours later I’d finally be happy with what I’d done and wander back to bed for a couple of hours before the alarm went off.

You think that’s just dedication to the job, right?

I know, you’re telling yourself that I was obviously dedicated to my job. You’re saying that I was lucky to have work that I was so obviously enamoured of.

And you’re right, dammit.

But before you decide that this wasn’t, at the very base of it, an addiction, I feel I should tell you that, although I had graduated from college as a computer programmer, I never did actually have a job that required me to program computers.

Fix them? Yes. Configure hardware and software? Yep. But other than writing a couple of trivial routines at a factory during my college work placements, all my programming was done for my own entertainment.

I’m calling it a manifestation of my addictive personality. You can disagree if you like.

Computer Programming And ADHD


Kelly Babcock

I was born in the city of Toronto in 1959, but moved when I was in my fourth year of life. I was raised and educated in a rural setting, growing up in a manner I like to refer to as free range. I live on the traditional lands of the Chippewas of Nawash in an area where my family history stretches back 6 or 7 generations and my First Nations friend's families go back hundreds of generations. I was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 50 and have been both struggling with the new reality and using my discoveries to make my life better. I am a freelance writer and I write two blogs here at Psych Central, one about living with ADHD and one that is a daily positive affirmation that acts as an example of finding the good in as much of my life as I possibly can.

Find out more about me on my website: writeofway.

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Babcock, K. (2014). Computer Programming And ADHD. Psych Central. Retrieved on November 30, 2020, from https://blogs.psychcentral.com/adhd-man/2014/11/computer-programming-and-adhd/

 

Last updated: 16 Nov 2014
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