I am aware that I often live my life by pushing down the hold button. Or waiting until
the time is right or I lose more weight –
or when I have a better profession –
when I feel better about myself –
or when I am rescued by that prince on his white horse. (OK, the older I get the more I’ll just take a man that has a pulse. No white horse necessary.)
So many Some Days. So many “When ____ happens, then I’ll ____.” Go on, fill in the blank. I bet you have one too.
Am I trying to sell myself a bill of goods? One magical day, my life will improve. It will get better. It will land at the magical place where there is no fear. I will be READY! Wait a minute..Wow –that’s just way too overwhelming to even consider the journey to get me there!…and Push back down goes that hold button once more.
Yes, I let lots of stuff stop me.